Talking to The Moon

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away
I want you back
I want you back
My neighbors think
I'm crazy
But they don't understand
You're all I have
You're all I have


At night when the stars
light up my room
I sit by myself

Talking to the Moon
Trying to get to You
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

I'm feeling like I'm famous
The talk of the town
They say
I've gone mad
Yeah
I've gone mad
But they don't know
what I know

Cause when the
sun goes down
someone's talking back
Yeah
They're talking back

At night when the stars
light up my room
I sit by myself
Talking to the Moon
Trying to get to You
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

Ahh Ahh,
Ahh Ahh,

Do you ever hear me calling?
Cause every night
I'm talking to the moon
Still trying to get to you

In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away

p/s: i need u badly

Doushite ??

Why did I end up falling for you?



Why did I end up falling for you?
No matter how much time has passed
I still thought you were right here
But you've already chosen a different path

Why couldn't I call out to you at all?
Every day and night growing emotions
And words overflow
But I realized that
They'd never reach you again

Since that day I first met you
I felt like I already knew you
You and I melded into each other so smoothly

It was natural for me to be where you were
The two of us grew up together
But you've already chosen a different path

Why did I end up falling for you?
No matter how much time has passed
I still thought you were right here
Now we can't turn back

The special meaning held by this day
Today you stood with a happy expression
You looked beautiful while praying to god

But I wasn't the one next to you

And the image of you receiving blessings

Of that how could I let go?

Why did I end up falling for you?
How we were before
We can't return to it anymore 

(I've thought it through, thought it
through)

Why didn't I hold on to your hand?
No matter how much time has passed
You should've always been by my side (never changing)

But still, even if I'm nowhere near you anymore
I'm praying that you
May be happy for eternity
No matter how much that would make me lonely (no matter how lonely)

p/s: why???

Putus Harapan..

Assalamualaikum..

lama tak update..bsela busy memanjang...
nie entry untuk malam semalam sebenarnya..
memang tak ada harapan dah..
takkan ada dah lepas2 ni..
punah semua harapan tu..
aku pun penat dah..
penat nak menggapai harapan tu..
makin aku kejar untuk dapatkannya
makin jauh harapan tu meninggalkan aku
aku pasrah sekarang
walaupun jiwa ni bagaikan meronta-ronta
nak lari dari kesakitan tu...
tapi rasa sakit tu makin bertambah2.
aku buntu..
tak tahu nak buat apa..
aku hampir2 hilang pedoman
sebab aku keliru dengan suratan ini..
ya, memang aku patut labuhkan perasaan ku hanya pada Dia
sebab hanya Dia yang ada menemani aku
saat2 semuanya berlalu tinggalkan aku..
jiwa ini bagaikan disiat2..
hinggakan sakitnya tak tertanggung olehku..
doaku moga masih ada sinar
yang menyuluh jalan gellita..
moga aku dijauhkan dari rasa sakit ni..
Amin...

p/s:i'm very sad :(